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Worship Ministry - March 2024

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Names of God: El-Gibôr - “Mighty God”

I remember, even though it's been 20-plus years later, riding the bus home from school one day, and a police car pulling us over because there was a tornado nearby. This
shouldn’t have been a surprise to any of us, we did live in Oklahoma for crying out loud, the heart of Tornado Alley! I remember very clearly how quickly the bus went from calm normal conversations to panic. A bus full of crying elementary-aged kids scared that the tornado was going to come toward us. All of us assumed the worst was going to happen; our imaginations ran wild. The threat was real enough that the driver made us get out and lay down in a nearby ditch. Not sure if that would have saved us or not, but a memory I will never forget nonetheless.

I’m still scared of high winds! I have a very irrational fear of a tree falling on me when I hear the wind whipping outside. I start pacing around the house, I put my shoes on (no idea why), and I start watching the weather on the news. My heart starts racing. If you need confirmation, just ask my wife Sarah who has to live with this fearful man. She is on the complete opposite end of the spectrum, she can sleep through most storms and I have unnecessarily woken her up way too many times!

El-Gibôr - ghib-bore’ - strong man, brave man, mighty man
“17 Ah, Sovereign Lord, you have made the heavens and the earth by your great power and outstretched arm. Nothing is too hard for you. 18 You show love to thousands but bring the punishment for the parents’ sins into the laps of their children after them. Great and mighty God, whose name is the Lord Almighty,” - Jeremiah 32:17-18

All of us have those fears in life, some things are worth fearing, and some that aren’t, like mine! Oh that we would remember that our God is the Mighty God - El-Gibhor. When our will begins to bend to the fears in our lives, may we be reminded that the God we serve and praise is the Almighty. We worship the Christ that in Mark chapter four calms the winds and the waves with His voice and they obey. We belong to the God who defeated Goliath with but a stone!

“3 For the Lord is a mighty God, a mighty king over all the gods. 4 He rules over the whole earth, from the deepest caves to the highest hills. 5 He rules over the sea, which he made; the land also, which he himself formed. 6 Come, let us bow down and worship him; let us kneel before the Lord, our Maker! 7 He is our God; we are the people he cares for, the flock for which he provides.” - Psalm 95:3-7

So, even in our fear, “let us bow down and worship Him.” Let us trust in the mightiest of warriors, knowing that His power is greater; knowing His control and glory will overcome. The next time your fear begins to overwhelm you, like when the next strong wind blows into town, seek God’s presence. Press into His strength and His will, desiring to see God’s glory shine through your life, and don't rely on your strength!

Love you and mean it!

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Worship Ministry - February 2024

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Names of God: Jehovah-Rapha

Many of you know this already, but when I was about 14, my mother passed away from cancer. This single event changed my entire life and changed the very fabric of my being. My mother was my person. I love my dad dearly and did when I was a kid, but I was a momma's boy. I’m sure she got tired of me always being underfoot and clinging to her every moment of the day. She was my comforter and the best encourager for this very shy and self-deprecating kid. She was the one I wanted to see when I had the best and when I had the worst day. She was my person.

So, you can imagine how difficult it was to say goodbye to her when she took her last breath. Left feeling helpless and lost; feeling like my whole world was crumbling around me and there wasn’t anything I could do to stop it. How was I going to carry on?

Jehovah-Rapha - "The Lord Who Heals”

It’s true, God, who holds all power in His hand and created all things, could have healed my mother’s body with less than a breath. No matter how extreme or deadly her cancer was, He could have made her well again, and what a testimony she would have had to share with the world! We read time and again how Christ healed the blind, the sick, and the lame, sometimes with nothing more than the stitching on His robe being touched. He encouraged all of them to go and tell the world what He had done. He could have done this with my mom and her sickness, and in a way He did.

No God didn’t heal her earthly body but He was a Lord of Healing!

My mother, a follower of Christ, surrendered her life to God and declared Him as King. Her name was written in the Lamb's Book of Life. When she took her last breath, God welcomed her home and healed her! She no longer feels the pain of cancer. She no longer feels the burden of treatments. She was made whole and holy before the throne of God, Jehovah-Rapha!

I know that I wouldn’t be here where I am today, nor the person I am, without the experience of losing my mother. I wouldn’t have the understanding of God’s provision in times of need. God’s comfort in times of hurt. His plan for my life. So, as weird as it sounds, I am thankful for that experience. I think this is what is meant in 2 Corinthians
4:17-18: 17 For this light momentary affliction is preparing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison, 18 as we look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen. For the things that are seen are transient, but the things that are unseen are eternal. 

May God prepare us for His eternal glory!

Love you and mean it!

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